19/8-horrible news.gongong passed away.Cannot stop myself from crying coz i had so much grieve.Someone so close to leave this world,leaving me alone.I don't want you to leave me.I am only 13.I have to admit I did not really cherish you when you were around.But I believe you are in heaven.The people at the scene said that you smiled at your last breath and I believe you seen the light and together with your father.I miss you and wish I had more time or turn back time.Passing this crucial moment is so hard. I can still remember what you said the day before you pass away."you must go to university and stay united with all your cousin".Gongong,I promise I will accomplish that and you no need to worry coz I will be fine.All you need to know is to rest in peace.
20/8-Today,after chapel,mrs rajah suspect that something broke out during class-abt grace sim and called for class com.Quiming and grace sim broke down after they know wat happened had been told to mrs rajah.SHEESH!the canon ball experiment did not work.2 attempts only and super short sia!but our group know that we will not represent the class so we did not put in effort.TODAY WAS ORAL EXAMINATION!but i did not freak out.I had to go right after 5 1-2 chinese pupils,right before quiming(1st in 1-3 to go).reason why:last in class to go for oral(end probably 5.30)and I had to go to 3rd language examination.But it end super early(3pm)!well not so bad as compared to abigail(first to go up).the topic on conversation:ya li(stress).quite confident and I hope oral can pull my marks up.We reach moelc super eraly 3.50pm.but not so bad,ian reached at 3.30.headed to library coz we bump into kenan and he said that ian was alone in the library.Abi and I went to library and found them studying geog and history.or so I thought(flipping the book).wondering do they understand when they are reading so fast.then the funny librarian came to the scene.well,me and Ian had laugh enough so we did not find it super funny.But Abi and Kenan was lik smirking silently coz she was like scolding the people learning Jap for making so much noise.The test was not as bad as I thought it would be.I broke down in Bahasa Indonesian class during recess right after the test paper during recess.Thx to the girls-abigail,valerie,sonia.I also thank-gerry,grace sim,lidia,nat for condolences coz I was super emo after knowing wat happen on mon night.~21/8-24/8 the next post
